I've been yearning to cry peacefully

When i was told to be grateful
for what I've become
It's practically like His Almighty Himself
Who were talking to me

He told to me to always remember about the others
people who probably just unlucky compared to others
kids who do not know their parents,
parents who lost their child before they were even born
people which can not talk , hear or see but they have the strongest feeling
people who probably worthless in the society

I finally cried peacefully for my self
How lucky I am to be living on this world with all of His kindness to me

Human

If God was ever regret His creation
He would take back our mind cause our thoughts nothing but cruelty
He would take back our arms cause with our arms we had ever killed , stole and harmed others
He would take back our eyes cause we saw nothing but cruelty
He would take back our mouth cause we lied , bad things about others
He could even take back our life..
But instead He gave His only Son for us and yet we crucified Him over our pride as a "human"

Destiny

He destined us in Love

To be his sons through Jesus Christ

We live according to the purpose of His will

to praise his glorious grace

which he freely bestowed on us in the beloved Jesus Christ

My Life is Yours

Since I live in this world , I'm already Yours

From a baby until now, I found my path to You

My whole life is in palm of your hand

I will aways believe and belong to You

Living this unforeseen , through tears and joy

If you think that Im ready to see you

well, take me there and please recognize me :)

Never Let you Go

You always loved me and lifted me high when i was baby

Every night,before I closed my eyes, slowly you told everything you hope from me

Maybe I was three months old , but believe it or not i still could remember your voice to my ears

If I could just say the word 'Dad' to you it would be my own happiness

Well , I'm 21 now , yet I still miss your love

I promise to you, that I will always be your little son with all of your hopes

Dear God, please tell him that I love and miss him a lot

If i could just have another chance to meet him

I would hold his hand and never let you go

Promise of a Lifetime

I've been falling too many times

But its nothing compared when i fall on my knees in front of You

When I remember the pledge that you made to me,

A promise of a lifetime, to accompany ,taking care and guide me live in this world

until the very end of time i will be back to You

I know You are always there to hear my every prayer

Jesus Your love has no bound

Spoiled

Its easy to be spoiled,

Its hard to know when I have enough ,

its easier to ask myself Do I really need more ?

Although many time prides got in our way

Maybe this time, start to thinking about others

The minorities inside the society

It's still clear in my mind , outside an exclusive restaurant

I saw a beggars having their meals from the rubbish bin

For the customer is just another meals from their day,

the customer might say"I'm full now, lets have dessert"

Ironically For the beggars It might be their only meal for that day

the beggars might say " Thanks God for our meal today "

Living unforeseen future

I always wonder whats going to happen next in my life

I always regret what I've done in the past

I always give thanks for what I've achieved ( if only it was a good things =p )

I probably wont ever know whats going to happen tomorrow,next month / year..

All i can do is waiting for Mr Time to keep ticking and tell me one by one

I live for today not for tomorrow

Sometimes its a good thing that I don't need to know a thing

If I know too much ill be starting to questioning myself

For today ill choose from my heart,

therefore there will be nothing to regret from the past or present

Not because I want it but simply just I like it

Life is too short to be regretted , there are always more to be grateful

like a friend of mine said : enjoy the uncertainty to be alive means to not know

Merge

it takes 2 people to be called fall in Love

well let say no one in this world is perfect , I often find a flawlessness from imperfection

if their love complete one another they'll try to adapt one another, unconditional love ?

there is a time when a logic have to step inside our feelings, it hurts but reality is not a fairytale

adapt means taking all of the family members from both party with their positives or minus

these what i called merge

Faith and Feeling

Sometimes crossed in my mind , If God would count our guilt, who would survive this world?

So many times, I've broke my own pledge to Him , with whatever reasons

Not once He's ever broke His to me

There was a time i felt miles distance away from Him

Another time i felt just millimeters close to Him

These two measurement will always change from time to time

But my faith will stay the same , or getting bigger everyday at least =)